Nikke Nuanced November

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There’s a ton of gaming news this month alongside my attempt at Kickstarter and the future of the website. As always the written portion of the blog is made with brevity in mind, so please listen to the audio above if you want the full details and nuance with this month’s update. If any links I provide to you do not work, I would consider getting any VPN local to your region and setting a server somewhere in the United States.

Let’s get the business topics out of the way first. I’m officially running a Kickstarter for web hosting fees for the year of 2023. In a nutshell, Squarespace has finally decided to give dedicated video hosting a try and can offer it to its members for an additional fee on top of their current plans. I’ve detailed the rationale behind why I decided to give Kickstarter a try, and hopefully answered any potential questions you may have about it (and my motivations) in this detailed post here. The video I linked you above is from Devin Nash, a fantastic content creator that focuses on the nitty gritty of online platforms and the various issues and observations related to such things. For those of you with a good memory, I quoted one of Devin’s videos regarding streamer mental health issues back in my retrospective for 2021. In any case, I wanted to link the video to you all first and suggest you give it a watch, because it helps explain my motivations on why I really wanted to start up my own platform and have (almost) complete creative control over it. I really want to create content (especially video) that does not have to “live in fear” of being blocked, banned or hidden for no reason whatsoever other than the platform I chose to host it on. If the Kickstarter is successful, I’ll have the opportunity to make that reality for all of you (for free!) on the website. If it fails, then everything will remain the same and it will be business as usual going forward. There’s a proverbial “fork in the road” now for the website and me as a content creator. I’ll leave it to you all to decide the path I will walk for the upcoming year!



The time is finally upon us! Behold, Nikke is finally launching on November 4th world wide simultaneously. So many questions remain about the game amongst months of speculation, and I hope to be alongside all of you to find out those answers. I’ll be making a couple of videos and posting them to the main feed on YouTube (if it will let me) and approaching the game not as some type of expert or veteran, but rather just another player trying to figure things out. And believe me when I say I feel this game is going to go through a ton of changes in the first couple of months of launch, I wouldn’t hold any “starter” guide with a lot of weight until things ultimately settle down. I really have nothing else to say on the topic, since I’m probably playing the game right now as you’re reading this! Go get it.

For my long time visitors to the site (and the YouTube channel) you may be wondering sometimes if I may have heard of something “cultured” in the last few months. The answer to this is probably “yes”. The only reason you don’t hear me talk about it much is because I mostly can’t. Not in video format anyway. And on the website I have to try and space out content that’s balanced between life topics and gaming topics so that I don’t lean too heavy one way or another. Dolphin Wave came out recently which is a heavy fan service game courtesy of the developers of Senran Kagura. I have yet to actually dive deep (ha!) into the game because I’ve been busy with a lot of personal things to take care of since September. But rest assured I will be talking about the game eventually once I have the time to do so. It’s a shame that it came out so close to Nikke’s launch that I will have to put it on the back burner for a bit. But for whatever reason Nikke isn’t your thing (or you just want even more culture in your life), you can try out the game to see if it’s your cup of tea. Keep in mind the game (to my knowledge) has no consolidated English community as of yet. But that’s probably going to change real soon. I’ll keep you updated once I actually start playing.

For those of you who want more mechanic based games with a touch of fan service, E.T.E. Chronicle was also recently released to not much fanfare. The reason the launch was a bit muted is simply because there wasn’t a lot of buzz in English speaking circles and the developer/publisher BiliBili is often associated with “less than friendly” monetization practices. It’s a fantastic looking game and I was able to play for a few hours on release, but haven’t done much else in it since. It’s not because I don’t want to either, it’s just that I’ve been really busy personally on top of ALL OF THESE GAMES seemingly releasing within a 30 day time frame. November is really shaping up to be sensory overload, especially if you’re into mobile gaming.

A blast from the welcomed past. One of my old haunts was a game called Dungeon Maker, and for those truly old school followers of mine; I did a couple of guides for it way back in the day. I became privy to the fact recently that they had started development on a new game called Dungeon Squad, a P2P ($4.99) game that sits in the tower defense genre. It should be noted that although the game is officially launched, it really should be seen as an “open beta” or “early access” game. It still has a lot of development to do down the road, so content can seem a little thin at the moment. Still it falls under the “cultured” category and has some fantastic pixel art. The gameplay loop is simple and addictive and should kill a couple of hours for your first day or night with it. I would keep an eye on this title if the asking price is a bit much (it shouldn’t be frankly, but to each their own) and highly suggest you take a look at it. Please support a developer who has been good to me just as I have to them over the years.

One of the things I wanted to start doing in the future was including games I call “diversions”. These category of games fall into the “highly cultured” but “not much else” category of entertainment that I think would be fun just to mention. More importantly I always try and keep an open mind about stuff and understand that a lot of folks out there are into different things - even if they aren’t completely my cup of tea. More to the point, I have come across a fare share of games that really check some boxes quite well, and then completely ignore or miss others altogether. That’s why I would like to start listing and including these in future content videos, and showcase what their strong points are. But I’m not going to be able to do that with YouTube, who gives me enough trouble already with things I’m heavily interested in as it stands. In any case, the game in the video above is called Refantasia and it’s one of those collector games that heavily focuses on the collection part. The only reason I bring up this game (in a sea of games like it) is that this one actually has Monster and Furry waifus in it. As strange as it sounds, that’s very brave of a developer to do so, since the typical market for these games usually deal with the very mundane “real life” or “lifelike” characters and artwork. Remember, these games are “diversions” and it’s fun just to give them a try for the heck of it (I wouldn’t advise spending on them, but you do you). And I’ll be bringing a lot more of them in the future to you all; if the Kickstarter is successful and I finally have my own video hosting.

Enough with all that gaming stuff, let’s head back to reality and Earth. The video above is from a creator that needs no introduction. If you’ve been living under a rock or in a cave (no pun intended!) for the last couple of years, the video is from The Internet Historian. Unlike his usual hilarious works, this one is quite heavy on the story telling side of things. And I really think it’s a good one to tell this time of year near the holiday season; contextually so for November and Thanksgiving. I think in our modern day lives we all can relate to an older time where things were a lot more clear cut and simpler. And a story of a man completely trapped in a cave and what happened leading up to it and after it might be a stark reminder of the universal human condition. Either way I hope you enjoy the hour long story of years gone by; I certainly did.

Let’s end this massive blog with some quiet time. For those of you who don’t know, I really enjoy the outdoors as much as I do the memes and spicy stuff on the internet. And I’m one those folks who unapologetically likes peaceful walking tours of various places in the world I have no hope of visiting anytime soon. Typically this is where I would give you a video of some place cool in Japan. However for this month’s blog, I wanted to change things a bit and give you an extremely tranquil walking tour of a beautiful place in Switzerland. I really don’t need to explain the content as much as it does so itself, but I will say that if you like this kind of stuff, please check out the other stuff on the channel. I hope everyone takes some time out of their day to relax, reflect and rest. It’s important to keep your life in perspective and everything and everyone around you.

Artist is 奶油鱈魚

That’s it for the November blog! Hope you enjoyed this extremely content rich update. Naturally I’m going to link to the Kickstarter stuff below one more time before you go. It only runs for 30 days (the month of November) so thank you all in advance for your consideration! See you next month with the results!


Spooky Self Reflection

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This month is the usual October spooky stuff, mixed in with some philosophy, mainstream gaming and finally behind the scenes of being a YouTube content creator. As always the written portion of the blog is made with brevity in mind, so please listen to the audio above if you want the full details and nuance with this month’s update. If any links I provide to you do not work, I would consider getting any VPN local to your region and setting a server somewhere in the United States. A WORD OF WARNING, the first YouTube channel link I’m suggesting may contain graphic and heavy subject material that can be uncomfortable to watch or listen to. If you rather stay onto topics more light hearted, please just skip it.

Back in 2010 at a previous job I had worked at, my bosses at the time promoted me to a position that included the management of the company’s YouTube channel (it had 10 subscribers lol). It was there I cut my teeth in learning to speak to an audience for longer than 5 minutes, and be coherent enough to get some type of point across during the process. The reason I’m telling you this is during that same exact time, I was given free range to watch as much YouTube as I needed to in order to “train” myself on how to make videos. This is where I literally for the next 2 years watched hundreds of hours of YouTube paranormal channels. Why paranormal you might ask? Well obviously if fits into this month’s Halloween theme, but more importantly it’s because paranormal subject matter tends to have the presenter speak in a much slower and deliberate fashion. More importantly you will quickly start to realize after countless hours of watching people claiming they’ve seen or heard spooky stuff, that the scariest things out there are quite real. And those scary things that exist are called people. Over the years I’ve always been more paranoid and spooked by the real life actions of human individuals than anything someone’s claimed to see in the shadows or the night sky. So the YouTube channel I’ve sharing with you above dives into a lot of disturbing stuff that you may find both fascinating and horrifying at the same time. Make sure to take a look over the other uploads on the channel as well, since it covers a vast array of topics dealing with crime, paranormal and unsolved mysteries. It’s a dark rabbit hole to fall into, but that’s the whole point of the spooky stuff we all chase after on a yearly basis in October isn’t it?

Long time visitors of my website (and to some degree my YouTube channel) would know that I always try and interject some basic philosophy 101 into the topics I address. This month is kind of special to me as the last 30 days since I’ve last written a blog has been a roller coaster of events and emotions. Outside of finally removing my wisdom teeth that I’ve been putting off for decades now, a lot of other personal events happened that really came out of nowhere that I wasn’t possibly ready for. But don’t worry, I’m perfectly fine and happy (especially now it’s all over!). But it reminded me what I learned back in college so many years ago, and one of the first things I learned when I took my basic philosophy course. The teachings of Nietzche is almost as basic as learning to tie one’s own shoes when it comes to the field of philosophy. But to those who are uninitiated to the field, it’s one of the most important things to learn first. That’s why I’m glad I found a YouTube channel that did a video on this very subject in a very easy to digest way so the message comes across clearly and without academic obfuscation. I hope that you take away something from it; especially in context of when things seemingly don’t go your way in life. Embracing the defeat, the hard times, the unknown and the scary is part of the process in which we eventually understand and grow out of. It allows us to make a new path to progress, and continue onto another month writing another blog, appreciating the calm that all is well again.

Short, sweet, and to the point. I have an undeniably severe love for the Yakuza series. It’s one of those franchises that no one gives a chance until somehow by accident they do. And when it happens, you get a new member to the cult. I spoke on my excitement of Yakuza: Like a Dragon back in November 2020 and since then a lot of folks the world over have started to wake up to the series. Now that a sequel is in the works and stated for a 2023 / 2024 release, I finally have a reason to be excited about something in the mainstream gaming feed again. This series may be the opposite of what I look for in gaming on a daily basis (that being 95% scantly clad females fighting stuff), but there’s a reason for that. That 5% is damn good. And I wouldn’t have it any other way.

I think it’s a good time to refresh the narrative on the story of me and YouTube. As a reminder I don’t make any money off of YouTube (at the time being) in any way shape or form. Also more importantly I have a community strike against my channel and not a copyright strike. This means that I have a direct strike from YouTube and not a 3rd party for any of my content. If you’re curious what that does, it means that any of my videos (and my channel in general) is slightly lowered in terms of priority when results show up for searches. That’s not to say I’m at odds with YouTube, nor do I have any real animosity toward them (nor do they to me). But YouTube is really my secondary platform with my website (the one you’re one on!) being my primary place to share my content. I will always try and share stuff whenever I can when I know it will reach a much larger audience. But YouTube really isn’t the best place for someone like me who has very particular interests. Especially when it comes to anti-censorship and “mature” related material in any form. I just wanted to clear the air and say that I will always be willing to upload stuff to YouTube while I can and when I feel it appropriate to do so. But if you really wanted to know how frankly awful YouTube treats content creators that don’t play by their specific rules, please watch the following two videos from other content creators I respect. It will hopefully shed some light why a lot of talented folks you may have come across over the years simply give up and move on. I hope I don’t end up in the same statistic.

This month’s shoutout goes out to the one and only Noids Edstrom for the “Instrumental vs Vocal” post located here. Thanks for the participation and the insight! Hope you all have a safe Halloween and will see you next month.

Artist is Yugo

Touch Some Grass

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Let’s do our best to get you outside this month away from your phone or computer. As always the written portion of the blog is made with brevity in mind, so please listen to the audio above if you want the full details and nuance with this month’s update. If any links I provide to you do not work, I would consider getting any VPN local to your region and setting a server somewhere in the United States.

Contrary to what my YouTube channel content may suggest, I’m actually someone who really enjoys being outside for the most part! My hobbies in video games and pop culture came as a side effect from being quite poor when I was younger. You would think outdoor activities would be cheaper than other hobbies, but this assumption would be wrong if you factor in the potential costs of getting injured. And as someone who was born in the United States with a health care system that must be purchased for any type of assistance, you can see why my parents forbade me to do anything even remotely dangerous and stay indoors where they could see me.

None the less my childhood was a few decades ago, and as an adult I try my best to encourage everyone I meet to keep a healthy balance of indoor and outdoor living when they can. The stereotypes of outdoor activities usually come in the form of playing sports, or doing something that involves a lot of active participation. In reality taking a simple walk and appreciating your local surroundings is just as good for your physical and mental well being. And once more as someone who grew up in poverty, believe me when I say I knew the dangers of walking around a neighborhood that can be considered “less than friendly”. But I got around these limitations by going out at the break of dawn, where most honest folks were getting ready for work and dishonest folks were slipping into bed after a long night meandering. No matter the circumstances, you always have the opportunity to go outside and “touch some grass”.

One of my favorite tv shows of the past is called Survivorman. I was shocked to find out the host Les Stroud owned all the rights to the show, and even more surprised that he graciously posted all of it on his YouTube channel for free for everyone to watch. So in the theme of getting outside and experiencing mother nature, what better encouragement to than watch a show about situations that can go horribly wrong and put your life in danger! I’m probably not the best salesman right now for getting out, but I still want you to do so. At least if you watch all of Survivorman, you’ll have the knowledge to know what to do in case the worse comes to pass. Remember to use a VPN of your choice in case you can’t reach the YouTube channel and get an error about it not being available in your region.

I found another YouTube channel that deals with people walking around with a camera. And of course it’s going to be in Japan since it’s one of the safest places to do so! For those of you who are long time visitors to my site, explaining the history of my childhood and my fascination with the outdoors may help shed some light on why I like these type of videos so much. I really hate being locked indoors too long, and often need some time to stretch my legs. I encourage all of you to do the same, and just take a stroll around your town or city casually for a bit. If your safety is ever a concern, I always humbly suggest going out at sunrise which “allegedly” is the safest time in most cities and suburbs to be walking about. You could also go to a well established shopping center or district in your locale. I know I sound a bit paranoid right now offering such advice, but you have to remember I’m American and this comes naturally to us!

I’m not going to mix words. I’m knee deep in Space Leaper Cocoon at the moment in terms of mobile games. It has made me retire Revived Witch and every other little side game I was keeping on life support out of pity and sunk cost fallacy feelings. It’s very refreshing to come across a game that has a lot of personality to it and tries to be somewhat unique from a sea of copycats. I know there may be inspirations where Space Leaper Cocoon takes from, but that’s leaps and bounds (no pun intended) better than most who seem to be replicas of one another with a different coat of paint. And as someone who has to dredge through a sea of gacha games for testing on a month to month basis, I do not give out my praise lightly. I understand that pragmatically the biggest thing holding back the game is the art direction, but I really want to emphasize that even if that isn’t necessarily your cup of tea; at the very least try the game out to see what I’m talking about when I say it’s a “refreshing” game to play. Because maybe in the future a copycat of Space Leaper Cocoon will come out with an aesthetic to your liking, and frankly I’m ok with that if they kept everything else the same!

The above clip was created by Laosduude over on the Destiny Child discord Nikke subsection (check the pins). Obviously as much as I’m singing praises for Space Leaper Cocoon, the elephant in the room we’re all waiting for is Nikke Goddess Of Victory. I’ve been in 2 closed beta tests at this point, and the most recent one showed a lot of refinement and progress on an already amazing looking product. Even though Nikke is suppose to be out by the end of this year, there is always a rumor in the air that development may take a little bit longer before official launch and that the game might be pushed back until 2023. Either way, I just wanted to throw a reminder for all the folks out there that I am indeed waiting patiently alongside the rest of you for Nikke to finally drop, sway, and bounce into our lives (hopefully) later this year.

Monthly shout outs to YouTube community members who answered the call! Special thanks to g3nm4, Humphry Cobbledick and Noids Edstrom for my Mommy Bear request!

Emotional Roller Coaster (NSFW)

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It’s time to get a little laughter and somberness into your diet. As always the written portion of the blog is made with brevity in mind, so please listen to the audio above if you want the full details and nuance with this month’s update. If any links I provide to you do not work, I would consider getting any VPN local to your region and setting a server somewhere in the United States.

I wanted to focus this month’s update on the human condition. More specifically, I wanted to show you how some of us manifest our life experiences into ways strange and bizarre. Some outcomes we can take a laugh at, cause it’s obvious we know its self inflicted and delusional. Others we might pity or be highly sympathetic for, cause we know the outcomes is not necessarily a fault of their own doing. Either way, what I really want you to do this month is to get a good laugh and then some perspective on our fellow human beings on the planet.

Let’s start off with some laughter. I made references in my June 2022 update on a fantastic documentary on MMA and the psychology of the sport. If you haven’t watched it at this point, I highly recommend you do so cause it’s much more than it seems at a surface level. But now I want to bring you a look into those who don’t really fight for a living or a cause; more so they “fight” because it’s a lifestyle choice and identity they’ve cornered themselves into. The above documentary into martial arts frauds takes a very loose (and humorous) look into some of these characters and their sordid history. It’s important to understand the background on how these folks got to their prominence rather than the key figures themselves. Because the “absurdity” of it all is just as much their fault as it is ours for enabling them to do so. Ultimately I want you to laugh at collective bullshit we all created and are all responsible for.

Switching gears completely in the opposite direction, it’s hard to put into words what the Margie & Scott documentary is. There’s so many subtle ques about addition, alcoholism, and non-verbal signs of abuse to ever put into words that have any weight. You just have to watch it as a story about two struggling people doing the best they can with what they can. It’s not a commentary on poverty, politics, social welfare, or anything related. It’s a story about two people. Keep in mind this documentary is a slow burn, so I would advise watching it when you have a lot of time to just take it all in at your own pace. Believe me when I say there’s no “tidy ribbon” to tie everything together once you’ve finished. It is what it is, but I hope you get some perspective from it at the end of the day.

Always a friendly reminder that I’m not the only soul on the planet that answered the call. The call to talk and show lewd things in a non judgmental, “take it for what it is” fashion. More importantly, if you think what I do on my YouTube channel is remotely cheeky in the face of society at large; then let me introduce you a channel that in every sense blows me out of the water. Just a warning there’s going to be a lot of animated nipples, genitals, jiggle and K-Pop in your foreseeable future. Please watch when and where appropriate so you don’t get fired or forced to sleep on the couch.

Finishing off this short update, I did a couple of backend fixes. I’ve redone the “about us” & “contact us” pages to be more in-line with what the site is actually about now. I also added a “Weekend Synthwave” section for music posts that I link on my YouTube community as well as occasionally in my blog posts. I’m seriously thinking about adding a gallery showcase page, dedicated to all the artists I’ve linked to in the past (and future) as a way of encouraging people to check them out. The only reason I’m hesitant to start one is because it’s a lot of work, and I need to make sure I do it in a way where I’m not stepping on anyone’s toes. I need to make a system where I properly cite and link to the artist’s social media and “funding” pages, while making sure not to turn the gallery into a depository instead of a showcase. So I might limit the amount of images I have from any artist up to 3 at all times as an example. In any case, things are always in the works here and I just wanted to give you a little look into the workshop. That ends this month’s update, and I’ll see you in the next one!

Shoutout to Ryan Ring! / Artist is trinity-fate62