Life

Best Dad I've Seen At Work

Some weeks ago, I saw the world’s best dad. He came in for his newborn son and was enrolling the baby to our program. For my work, I generally see a single mom struggling to take care of her kids on her own. It’s a sad story that I see repeated. It seems comical to encourage her to breastfeed her newborn when she needs to return to work within 2 weeks. If she doesn't, she may lose her job. Making matters worse, I rarely see the father come along. When I ask about him, I see flashes of regret followed by a combination of words that tells me he’s not around. But this man came in, and although I did not see him, the bits and pieces I heard him say warmed my heart. It’s rare seeing men in our centers let alone a man coming in for breastfeeding help for his wife. As he took out pictures of his wife’s breastfeeding latch & positions, we asked why he was making such an effort and he said, “I want him to grow big like me, or even bigger”, and “Why shouldn’t I? He’s my son”. This surprised us.

This event makes me sad a little because he is an anomaly in my reality. I often see a single mom with 3 or 4 small children all born about 1 year apart. They usually have disinterested looks on their faces.  As I counsel the mothers about healthy eating, most of them look like they’re not listening. Generally their kids are going wild as well. This leads me to believe they may have something else on their mind because their lives are so unstable. It’s disheartening, so when this dad came in, it brightened my day like no other. I hope more like him show up in the future.

Let The Shilling Begin! (Not Really)

So we've been getting some messages asking about how to support us. As always we want to remind anyone interested in helping us out to just be kind, say a nice word and have a good time with the content we put out. That's all we ever ask and will value more than anything since we've begun.

That being said some folks take offense to this and rather throw money at us in one way or another. Since we can't establish that type of donation yet, we've temporarily setup gaming related only donations via Amazon wish list. We've made sure to make this list as tactful as possible. Feel free to check it out now on the support us page.

Click here for the support us page if the navigation bar pisses you off for some reason.

Busy Week - We're Still Alive & Kicking

This is more of a quick update rather than a full on blog post so I'll be brief as possible.

For the 4 people out there that actually follow us, I just wanted to let you know that we'll be back in the full swing of things soon. We've just been very busy with obligations in life, as well as Clover recovering from her recent surgery. (You can read the Blog about that here)

Yakuza 0 streams will be coming back very soon and I'll try my best to make up for lost time by doing a marathon of it with at least 6 segments in the following week.

Thanks for the patience and checking in on us!

I'm Going To Fan Service Myself

If i’m proud of anything, it’s me being frank about myself.  So I’m letting it be known I'm planning to have breast enlargement surgery soon in mid February. Why you ask? I want to look cute in outfits I own. That’s all! Really!

Okay, okay... they say size doesn’t matter, but I sometimes don’t know about that. In anime (a favorite hobby of mine), flat chested women are comically portrayed as being jealous or bitter of others with much endowed breasts, and in my observation it reflects real life as well. 

Regardless of pop culture, movies, anime or other references - the same theme keeps recurring. That girls with the larger breasts tend to get more attention from everyone (for good or bad) and girls with the flatter breasts tend to just blend in with the background. Either way it's attention getting for no extra effort, and attention keeping for no other reasons. I don't want to cite a single source as being evidence to my point, but take a look at this video clip if you haven't seen it already. You may not like the message, but it's there. It's always been.

Will I become happier or more fulfilled after my surgery? Who knows. But I can’t wait to be able to finally fill out my favorite dresses for once. 

c'est la vie!